I never thought this.

I never thought this would be,

This world would not be as I wanted it to be,

I never imagined a life like this,

A world of heart breaks and suffering,

I looked towards you always for guidance,

But you betrayed me at every turn,

Now I sit in darkness and whisper,

Of sweet things I wish I had won,

Why did you do this to my heart,

Was I not faithful to your every word,

I walked for miles on coals with hope,

And you shattered the soul with your indifference,

I now long for nothing, seek nothing of this world,

I know now, that I will never get what I deserve,

The grave even that you will not gift me,

The stone cold dirt is all that's reserved.